QUENCH MY THIRST.
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December 2005
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Monday, February 27, 2006
had CT today.
both okay okay la..
hope can meet goal.
haha
then had bit of dance.
yup.
though had some probs.
sad. =(
after skool wen to find mr kuek.
he super nice la.
stayed back for students.
haha.
even though he had to do go out w/ parents
he really care for his students' studies.
really great teacher.
super patient.
then went to carmen's hse.
blur gal.
forgot to bring phy txtbk to study phy.
lolx
her hse very nice.
food nice to eat. better than my hse.
haha.
then studied a little while before went home.
thank God for suquan, he sent mi testimony.
tml CT needs to study.
God Bless.
changeme.
9:05 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
its official.
i love my bible!
haha. i know.
i am crazy.
but i really love it.
all the wisdom contain inside
all from God Himself.
haha. i love God's gift.
i also like my membership card lots.
hehe.
anyway, saw a show today.
the guy was super sweet to the gal la.
the gal like blur blur one,
but the guy was totally focused on who he loved.
woohoo!
love guys who are totally romantic.
he was super caring and all la.
lolx. it was so sweet lorx.
he was super sure that he really loved her la.
no doubts what so ever.
haha. nxt time find husband i wan one liddat
lolx! haha. but that's nxt time.
see where God leads. hehs.
CT craze starting tml.
dun understand chem air & water.
haix.
i confess, i was alseep.
but it was really boring!
oh well. i better do well to meet my goals.
keep mi in prayer ya?
haha.
God Bless.
changeme.
10:15 PM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
when i first heard of You,
i din accept,
cos i din understand.
when U sent the second person after me,
i din accept,
cos i thought i was too young.
when U sent the third person after me,
i din accept,
cos i had problems and conflicts.
when U sent the fourth person after me,
i accepted.
i still had the problems,
still had conflicts.
but i took a step of faith and received.
by faith, i said,
it will be solved.
it has been great with You.
i regretted not accepting earlier.
i thank You for all of Ur blessings
the problems are back
the conflicts have returned.
guide me?
by faith,
it shall be resolved by june,
it shall be resolved soon.
God bless.
changeme.
11:46 PM
woke up early in the morn feeling sore.
probably frm carryin my bag ard ytd.
slacked in fornt of com for a while
then went to look for jolene,
she came for wired 2 today.
yay!
i see a seed sown.
i see potential.
guide me?
i will trust in Your plan.
today was abt God's plan for us.
it was cool la.
though short.
after svc,
cat said: "i give u a chance."
haha.
thanks gal. =D
then i went to hope resource.
met dennis and asked him where joy was.
she had my membership card.
lol.
then bought a bible.
yu qian gave mi a $5 voucher.
then when my membership couldn't work,
yiqin offer to use his.
thank God for yuqian and yiqin.
so a $16 bible cost mi only $9.40.
thank God.
yay! i love this family.
then mi and sweehong went to eat at starhub.
saw the others.
and i got my membership card frm joy.
YAY!
i was one of the few who got it.
pearly din have it.
poor pearly.
then crapped ard before leavin.
haha.
went to mount zion at century sq.
saw a few cool stuff.
esp cds.
the store was playin Trading My Sorrows.
love the song.
but the disc is ex. $21.90.
then saw paradise live 'Adore'
realised that Shepherd is sung by them.
woohoo! finally.
bought some stuff and went home.
i will trust in Your plan.
i met You and you today.
haha.
i will trust.
1 corinthians 6:9
God bless
changeme.
10:13 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
hmmx.
today was eventful.
common test is here.
i dun feel the rush though.
why?
i don't know.
let me go through this,
with You.
had dance.
we are not coordinated.
not according to beat.
it needs to be corrected.
i am enjoying dance.
yay.
went with aloy to tkss area.
apparently they had half day.
met a few ppl.
i experience You today.
got a few new friends.
it was some sort of fun?
haha.
then walked ard in tm.
went into life bkshop.
still no sign of my bible.
i think i'll need to buy a new one.
yup.
common test.
how to cope with it?
i wanna score for physics ya?
and no careless mistakes in both math paper.
details in bio.
i need to do better,
will You aid me?
i know that You will.
it is so difficult to lay it down
how?
i wanna choose You.
i know that w/o You,
life becomes meaningless
give me strength,
give me the passion,
i need the fire to trust
and believe.
i need You.
i really need You.
please.
i feel so lost.
i feel so empty.
i feel like i am drowning.
please pick me up, pull me up.
i wanna serve.
i wanna offer my entire life.
will You be with me when i go thru this,
i wanna lean on You.
it is no doubt that You'll be there.
i wanna feel you.
i need to feel You, tangibly.
please, TOUCH ME.
tml got junior coming.
haha.
i wan Him to touch.
please.
i wan a new sister.
i wan cchms to grow.
i wanna serve.
i want to reflect Your light.
God bless.
changeme.
10:50 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
today had dmm,
then went for dance.
yep.
then ran out to meet cat and pearly
to go changi airport to study
that place brings back so much memories.
all the times we haf spent there
then i did some hwk and
studied egeog.
then tino came,
and it waas the end of studying.
haha. not really la.
while he talked to cat i was still concentrating.
then also did some amath.
after i finished going thru egeog
then i started slacking.
haha.
i love playin InkBall.
went crazy over it.
lolx.
then went home with tino.
sang some songs.
haha. had fun la.
i enjoyed today,
though i was super tired la,
havin slpt very little ytd.
haha.
dmm teaching has made an impact.
will i cast everything down?
leviticus 18:22
God Bless.
changeme.
8:43 PM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
stayed at home most of the afternoon
all by myself.
so cool la.
i made kaya butter bread to eat.
then there was a chinese project to do.
Thank God for yu qian.
if not i would have been totally lost.
she is super nice la
haha.
today is so peaceful
can everyday be like this?
why does days have to be stressful?
haix.
back to school,
back to stress filled days.
CT coming.
need to meet my goals.
i made them,
so i'll meet them.
with God,
i can do it.
i will live up to those grades.
by june?
i hope so.
i wan a touch from You.
please, bring me back.
i feel so drained by everything.
God bless
changeme.
9:50 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
dance inspires me.
writing revitalizes me.
music refreshes me.
i wanna learn some form of all.
latin dancing.
fiction.
guitar.
its a way of expression.
maybe after o'lvls?
changeme.
10:28 PM
oops.
forgot to wish weikit happy birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN!
heh.
changeme.
9:40 PM
i wanna bring them back
please?
i wanna see all of them devoted.
i wanna see this tree grow
i don't want it to die.
cat reminded me.
bryan said that God was pruning cchms
He'll prune until we become healthy.
then perhaps we'll grow much more.
i definitely hope so.
even if i leave cchms nxt yr,
i wanna come back to aid growth.
i dun wanna see this place,
this community, wither.
please God,
i trust in Your plan.
today svc was fun.
though i was a bit late
short sermon.
haha.
to be uniquely me.
i am who i am.
always amazed at how God touches my heart.
=)
shepherd just told me to study hard.
like a mom.
heh.
thanks for everything.
i will make it.
talked to bryan frm ms today.
he is still trying to get to my bro.
hmm, accidental aquaintance?
haha.
thank God for u bryan.
still haven found my bible.
stupid me.
forgot to ask the recep.
haix.
if can't find it by this wk,
i guess i'll need to buy a new one.
God bless.
changeme.
9:28 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
Run far. Run wild. Run like the wind that flies through your hair. Be free. Be born anew again. I am the darkness and you are my light. So shine and let them all see the beauty within you...
wow.
beautiful.
if u had read it in the context the story,
it would be so impactful.
WOW.
hmm.
most of my new friends can't come tml.
but others can come next week.
i think outta all of them,
zuo hong is one i click with most.
haha.
she is so cute la.
adorable and funny.
joy sharing testimonial tml.
super impactful la.
haha. =)
can't wait for tml.
WIRED.
God Bless
changeme.
10:04 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALENTINO!
haha. i haven get ur present for u yet.
ahh!
so sorry bro.
i try to get it asap oki?
hehe.
i hope u had a great bday.
=)
love ya, bro.
do take care.
God bless.
changeme.
9:11 PM
lol.
there are 3 guys wishing me happy valentine's day.
2 brothers and 1 ex.
haha..
anyway today school passed pretty quickly.
ss, a.m, chem lab...
then there was an assm with the old hag talking
dotx.
nxt lesson eng but mrs yee nv come.
oh well.
today i broke down.
sian.
pressure piling up.
i apologize to those i snapped at.
totally freak la.
everytime ask mi to go up.
it is not so easy ok?
there was witnessin after school
had a few great contacts la.
haha.gonna work on em
pray for them la.
tml i going to dental.
haha.
nid to study vectors and magnetism.
haha.
better study soon la.
sian.
=)
God bless
changeme.
8:18 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
just finished writing vday cards.
though short but they are frm the heart.
=)
God Bless.
changeme.
11:21 PM
my soul surrenders
let me submit
to YOU.
changeme.
10:07 PM
feels so awkward.
haix.
i am just a complicated person
insecure.
anyway, today was an okay day.
woke up, prayed for my bro.
went to skool.
the day started pretty.
chessia had a major headache in the morn.
tsk tsk.
yup. then lessons started
halfway thru there was a fire drill.
super fake.
dotx.
can they do it like for real?
to test our response?
haix. watev.
then after lunch time was cl.
there was an ying yong wen to do.
totally peng man.
b4 lunch it was eng compo.
sick of it.
i spent half the time sighing.
felt so sick.
tired and couldn't think.
AHHH!!!!!
but finished it during assm.
went home with cat.
then stuck at home.
tml nid to go up say story.
ahh!!
sicken by school.
national jc - 6
victoria jc - 5
raffles/hc - 4
wanna go national.
haix.
feeling sicken and tired. of school.
i need to go on.
give me strength?
='(
please....
God Bless.
changeme.
9:48 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
ahh.
lost my bible.
dunno if its at pasir ris or nexus
....
blur me.
pray that i will find it back
by faith.
yay.
thank God for joy.
helping me to call ppl.
thank God i wrote my name in my bible.
God bless
changeme.
11:28 PM
woohoo..
just came back frm east reunion dinner.
haix. had to leave early.
=(
but was great la..
haha. there was singing and playin.
chessia spilt oil on her clothes. ahh!
my fault, i gave her the candle and let go too quickly.
SORRY CHESSIA!
but thank God for chias shirt and my short.
thank God we brought them.
there was vcm today.
i did something bad.
AHH! sorry!
i know that being who you are in my life, you probably will read this.
i wanna say that i am really sorry.
whether you are there or not, i should not haf said that in front of everyone
forgive me? please.
i promise to be a loyal a.b
i promise not to betray you again.
forgive me, please?
vcm's teaching really touched me.
i wanna be God's servant.
i wanna to experience God.
today's sermon was also cool.
being a true friend.
wow.
i wanna be a true friend
speak words of encouragement.
don't disappoint and hurt them
today cchms got a convert i think,
but it was on the brothers side.
haix. i wan more sisters.
today's dinner was great.
though there were some glitches.
hahah.
great time of fellowshipping
esp when a grp of us left early.
we got talking together.
haha
my dad says i can't go for any of these until
AFTER O'LEVELS.
ahh!!
pray to God that i still can go..
bryan frm ms is gonna approach my bro.
yay! thank God for bryan.
may God guide him in his witnessing.
pray for my bro to come to svc and receive Christ
and also be retained.
please GOD, let my brother be saved.
cat is also gonna ask her sis.
hope her sis will be mellowed.
pray for her too kay?
cos her family very against Christ.
yup! our two younger sibling WILL receive Christ.
by our faith, they will come to know God.
18 & 25 feb - WIRED
+ to be uniquely me (dance)
+ for a great adventure (music)
its gonna be so much fun!
come down and join us!
God bless.
changeme.
10:47 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
common tests are coming.
haix.
i dunno le la.
shld be able to score.
i hope to la.
pls show me way.
pls aid me.
God bless.
changeme.
4:49 PM
o'lvls released today.
some cried, some smiled.
there are turning points is our life that decide our future.
this is one of them.
it is in your hands
do you want to take this chance?
had the privilege of speakin to 1 of the 2 who got 10 A1s.
wow.
its so amazing you know.
ten A1s.
how will i do nxt yr at this time?
will i go where i wanna go?
or will God send me somewhere else?
whatever it is, i know its all in God's hands.
i can't help but worry.
will i make it?
will i cry? will i smile?
i can't bear to think.
i hope it'll be a happy day for me.
for all of us.
someone said, "i'd think you'll like the attention."
for what, from who,
it doesn't matter.
all that matters is,
do i really project myself that way?
am i really attention seeking?
i dunno.
this is gonna be a life changing year.
everything is changing.
i wanna stand firm.
i wanna make an IMPACT.
guide me, please?
God bless.
changeme.
4:31 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
look, i am sorry ok?
i know its not biblical.i know its wrong.
i am sorry. but i really think that its really cool.
its a great movie.
WOW.
brokeback mountain
WOW.
profoundly moving.
it really evokes emotions.
absolutely cool.
too bad the rating is so high.
i wanna get the DVD when it comes out.
it touches the heart.
today's CCHMS prayer meet was great. feel refreshed and energized.
God really moved. WOW. this is so ccol.
i enjoyed dwelling so deeply in His presence. its really cool.
the weekend is coming. valentine's svc 2 is near. so is east reunion dinner. i wanna go!!
by faith ya? i wanna go to cover for marcom & to fellowship.
PLEASE GOD, I WANNA GO.
i am sorry. forgive me? please?
Love 111
11 feb - bring 1 friend to come down for svc. lets fill nexus audi!
God bless.
changeme.
7:26 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
lots of hwk.
phy tys. cna ws. cl newspaper cutting.
redox + QA test.
haix. and i still haf tuition till 9.30pm later.
sianx. how to study and comple hwk?
haiz.
i dunno la.
but by faith, somehow i'll do it.
le me finish it.
please God
i am sorry
forgive me?
pray to finish all things.
God bless
changeme.
6:17 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
hmmx.. school is gearing up again.
haix..
nid to REALLY start studying le.
cat said, " God will honour me if i study. "
or something liddat...
ya, if i keep saying i can make it but dun study,
its gonna be useless.
so i nid to study and depend on God
glorify Him thru my studies.
God Bless.
changeme.
9:55 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
woohoo.
just experienced persecution
from my parents.
haha.
must be crazy
to be happy
when my parents just said such stuff
but God tells us that we'll be persecuted
and experiencing persecution has made
God's presence
MORE REAL.
yay!
i EXPERIENCED GOD yesterday!
haha.
yup. that's why i am SO HAPPY!
cos my faith in God is ever growing
i see that His words do come true.
haha.
God Bless.
changeme.
7:08 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
dad gonna take away mi com soon... so sad.. oh well...
pray to get it back soon
or a better laptop.
hahah. PRAY.
i believe i will get it.
YEAH!
God Bless.
changeme.
9:30 PM
hmm.. today was great la... love the svc and stuff...
had a realli great experience w/ God this wk...
He's just so really ya know.
as long as you follow His ways,
He'll never fail you, EVER.
so WOWed by Him.
he speaks thru His word.
Jer 51:46.Psalm 118:8-9.
wow.
accounting.
the only way to get outta darkness is
TO BRING LIGHT IN.
is something in the dark?
bring light in.
haix. i really wanna tell.
but, i dunno.
there are some things that needs to be accounted for.
today's sermon really touched my heart .
GREATLY.
i feel God movin' in me.
is it finally the time to tell all?
can they really help?
haix. speak to me.
today's service was cool.
. sermon even more fun.
. sex & spirituality.
haha. shirley started the sermon
but dennis picked up in the middle.
haha.. special. different. lolx.
nxt wk's svc will be better.
there is a EAST reunion dinner on 11 feb.
pray that i can go.
BY FAITH!
haha. yep, by faith.
i wanna go there and cover for marcom. hmm.
i think will need to inform marcom for photographer.
haha. will be super cool!!!
can't wait.. i wanna go!!!!
valentine's svc 2 : love & friendship
11 feb. LOVE 111
bring one friend for 11 feb's svc.
God Bless.
changeme.
9:14 PM